i cannot eat for these few days... The most 3 spoons for food... I forced myself to eat when my stomach singing... Tink myself until so miserable, i'll wan to cry again... sigh... Everytime i tink of him, my heart really pain, making me havin breath problem, very xin ku... Try not to tink by chatting online with frenz... Everyday very busy to plan for next outing at night... i need someone to talk to me everyday... If not, i'm afraid i'll gone crazy... Love is so hurt... my fren say... 爱只是一个字，却伤人一辈子... Yest i weigh myself, i lose 4 kg within 3 days, sigh...

I've made up my mind already, i'll hope to spend my bday tis comin sun with him, but i dunno whether he will willing or not... I'll ask him again tis wkend... Sorry to trouble u guys... Cuz i really hope someone can help me... so many pp tell me the possibilities... But it's very tough to analyse, n i oso dun wish to tink anymore.. I'll ask him to be honest to me... What actually happened to him... Give me an exact reason for the break up...

I don't dare to go back JB tis wkend... Since everythin haven confirmed, i dun wanna let them worry about me... I surely will cry if i see them... Let me cool down & not so sad then tell them... My family will oso heart pain if they see me so hurt.... I've dated Hui Ling to spend the whole sat with me after work, then she asked me to stay overnight at her place for tat nite, cuz chai fong they all will not be in Singapore on wkend... I scared i'll anyhow tink alone, so i need her help...