Yest i met hui ling at jurong east... I was with my colleague on the way there, after my colleague reach her house at CCK, i was alone again... I wanna cry when i passed by bukit gombak mrt station... how i wish i can go back his house to c him... how i wish i can go back to hug him... I really miss him so much... so much... But i cant do anything... Once reaching jurong east mrt, hui ling haven't reach der, i was waiting for her & started to tink about him again... The more i tink, the more i miss him, i really wanna do the crazy thing to go back to his house n hug him.... I become very nervous & worried alone there, i hope hui ling faster come so i can stop tinkin... After a while, hui ling finally reached... We had a dinner at IMM... She say i look very qiao2 cui4, eyes so swollen & really gettin older liao...She advised me to stop crying, eat more & sleep well if i really wanna c him tis sun... She say if my bf c me now, he surely dun wan me.. hehe...I oso agreed, then i try to listen to her advice...
This morning his sis sms me, telling me that she chatted with her mum yest, knowing that i need to find a room to rent, then she asked me if i wanted to rent with her hubby's family house, which is 5 minutes walking distance to their house, my god! how can i stay der peacefully??? If tat case, i everyday can go back n find him, this thing will never end... I rejected her offer, then she even told me her mum will call me today to hav a planning for my bday celebration, n they'll persuade my bf to go along, which i dun tink is appropriate... Cuz his family surely will scold him during the dinner if he's willing to go... I would rather call him myself tml night to ask him to spend my bday on my bday night...
